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shadowspring -> RE: April Showers Bring Spring Flowers Homeschool Chat (4/4/2008 11:18:17 AM)
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I've had similar thoughts in regard to my asthma inhaler. Pre-trib or not, there's still a possibility that our country may face persecution someday. It takes place in other countries, and there's no reason it couldn't happen here. The idea of not being able to get relief if I have an asthma attack is a scary thought, but the others are right. No matter what happens, God will be with us. We don't need to fear the future. God will never abandon us. Even if the worst happens, our eternal future is secure. Well here's my weird thought as an asthmatic concerning end times persecution: I figure I will be quick to go, so I can afford to take a bold stand when the time comes. I know, I know, it sounds a lot like Peter's bold boasting about how he would rather die than deny the Lord, but it gives me peace. It was reading about WWII concentration camps that got to me. All that filth and straw and crammed quarters, bugs, bad nutrition and forced labor? I'd probably only last two weeks, tops, without my meds in those kind of circumstances. So, hopefully that will give me the courage to be a loving testimony in the face of death, since I know there will be no avoiding it anyway. Oh, and I almost died once as a kid with asthma, and have already stared down the panic, so I know it can be done. I just surrendered myself to the Lord and decided to let go of the fight and relax. I told myself it would be like getting on a bus and falling asleep and waking up somewhere else. This let me relax and try to sleep, thanking God that the someplace else would be heaven. About that time my grandma found me and called the ambulance, so it remains only theory. And now, I go back to lurking while you ladies plan your fun times together. Ellie-Mae, you're in my prayers this morning!
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