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Prayer Warrior -> RE: BOB, HELP US DEAR GOD. (8/22/2008 8:22:50 AM)
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Dear friends, I wish i could write what I am feeling. I can't journal it at all, but I should, but I can't seem to put anything down on paper. Please continue to pray for me, and for bob, that his first few days/weeks in heaven are filled with joy that is indescribable. The evenings are terrible, even tho I have had several friends be around....it is when all is silent and everyone is gone. I can't sleep more than an hour or so at a time, and the mornings! I wake up around 4 to 4:30. So early. I get up and make coffee and look at the prayer board/email/computer. It is so weird. I have to keep telling myself, I must have goals, I must apply for jobs, etc.... Wow. It is a good thing I am normally very focused and self-motivating. A tiny bit of that is habit and is helping sometimes. When I talk to people, I talked continually about bob, as tho if I don't he will disappear from everyone's memory. And it has only been 2 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I turned in his computer yesterday, and it was like leaving another part of him behind. His company was wonderful and i spent most of my time talking to people while I was supposed to be cleaning out his office. :( Please keep praying whatever the Lord tells you to pray. Love always and God bless you guys, nan pw
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