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Prayer Warrior -> RE: BOB, HELP US DEAR GOD. (9/4/2008 9:08:20 AM)
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Thanks everybody. Love ya so much. pw nan p.s. God bless your day in a unique and surprising way. :) p.s. again, Just so you all know, dear ones: I have incredible and growing and exploding faith. Something amazing is happening....I can't explain. I can't explain it to myself. :) It is beautiful. When I miss bob in a very intense way, it is just the culmination of 34 1/2 gorgeous years and missing someone who feels like we should 'live and breathe" together. It is so .......deep. Like my soul and his were truly bonded spiritually and a part, one half, had to leave and go to heaven and is with our Father. But my little half is still here, now without this part of the foundation of my adult life that God gave to me. I keep trying to think of an analogy, but cannot. It is physical. It is spiritual. It is intense. But God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit, and the prayers of a Mighty Warrior Angel...Bob, ...will keep me going. There is no choice. If it was God's will to bring him to heaven, it MUST have been better for Bob. That is all I can believe. And I love him so dearly, then it must have been the 'only' way, to take care of Bob. ..... God's way is not the better way, it is the ONLY way. But my own heart? Feels stripped of my best friend and love. It is hard to even TRY to describe. Tomorrow I do the job shadowing. Please remember it is only part time, and I will need full time as soon as possible. Perhaps God is just shielding me from the intensity and is letting me work my way into the position, doing part time for a while. Please pray that if it is right, it will fall into place, or else something else WILL! I have a few other applications out. Love and blessings from our Lord to you all, pw nan
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