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Prayer Warrior -> RE: BOB, HELP US DEAR GOD. (11/29/2008 3:45:31 PM)
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Papa God, Help me as Bob's dear birthday approaches. I remember our first one together. I was just 20 and he had another year in the U.S. Army. I surprised him by driving 300 miles to take him a little rachet set to change the oil on his car, and share a birthday supper with him. He about fell over. He said he never felt so loved! :) We went to Tim's Pizza in Rolla MO, as he was at Ft. Leonard Wood. They had a beautiful fireplace and it was freezing cold, on Dec. 8. Of course I only wanted to look 'CUTE', ha ha, so I wore cute open toed shoes and had no loafers with me, so Bob put his gloves over my toes, which were totally FREEZING! Oh the memories.....That was 35 years ago. I just cannot comprehend life without him yet. The majority of my life was with him, my best friend and soul mate. I am having a very hard time this week. Gosh, we have had our anniversary, Thanksgiving, then his birthday soon on Dec. 8, then Christmas, then my birthday on Feb. 4, already the anniversary of finding out he had a deadly illness. All this since he died. I feel like part of me is dying all over again. Too many precious memories are storming my heart. Please lift me up, my friend. Please hold me up, dear Papa God. Bless us poor humans, all, who have lost someone extremely dear to them, as the beautiful Christmas season approaches. Help me survive the Christmas music, which I normally love, but which kills me right nowl. Thank you dear Jesus.
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