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Tinkerbell_ -> RE: Don't even TINK about it! aka...Welcome to Andalasia! (4/14/2008 8:23:04 AM)
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Good morning everyone! *dances* For this morning we have fresh cinnamon scones, strawberry tarts, and hot cinnamon rolls with melted sugar drizzled on them. Yum! I also have freshly made coffee, hot chocolate, and mango smoothies. *grin* Now onto why I have so many sweets. Ugh. I had dated a guy a while back who had great intentions but was never on the same page as me. Our relationship didn't end as much as it just...fell apart. Even in groups of mutual friends we couldn't stop snipping at each other. It got to the point where a couple of friends just locked us in a room and wouldn't let us out until we resolved our issues. Wasn't pretty. *shudders* He's seeing someone new right now and one thing I always here is, "Yeah when I do this, it really seems to help the relationship." and I'm like, "Didn't I say the same thing to you when we were dating and you brushed me off?" It's very frustrating. Last night we had a few issues and after I got off the computer and ready for bed he called and we talked for a few hours. It was mind numbing and we didn't accomplish what we had set out to do; except we did prove that no matter what happens we'll always be friends. Some of you may ask if he bothers me so much, then why do I still talk to him? Well, he was my friend before we ever allowed our relationship to grow into something different. I always say he probably knows more about me than anyone else and as much as we argue and fuss at each other, we always have the other's back. I know that when the chips are down I can call him and he'll do whatever he can to help me. Mind you I wouldn't ever get back together with him, even if he wasn't seeing someone. We're passed that road and are moving to new pastures. As my fellow divorcee's on First Wives Club say, "Time to move on and move up." So I am. God is really moving in my life right now and I can't help but wait with anticipation that something big is in the works. Through Him, my relationship with Him is stronger, clearer, and more abundant. He's molding and shaping me like I've never been shaped before (or as I've said before, like I've never let him before) and it's the scariest thing in the world, but the most exhilerating.
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