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Konstantinos -> RE: XT - The Fluffy Pillow (4/24/2008 2:44:14 PM)
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Don't make a statement like that unless you have 100% proof to back it up, Randy. I just feel like the whole thing's not worth it, like I said, it's painful. if you've matured this much since you were 13 till 16, you'll mature 4 times more from 16 to 19. hence you'll change, and most likely change your mind heck when i was 13 i wasnt even a christian. when i was 16 i was fighting with everyone on this website. now.. you all are my pets. kids. friends. ok yeah [:D] quote:
Gosh, I wanted it so badly too. The thought of getting out of here and doing something was so appealing to me, and I really hoped this was it. it was to me too. till i figured out living on your own and college or a job are overrated when you are a teen. im so greedy its annoying quote:
i take out my frustration on myself rather than others. just because my life is awful sometimes doesn't mean i have to make other people's lives awful. i dont get frustrated or get angry at myself or others or whatever. i guess i get angry but i dont take it out. usually when there is a problem i just fix it if i can and feel like it. if i cant i just remain depressed.. what else is there to do quote:
also, i've had this terrible feeling of loneliness. i mean it can make no sense, i have ppl constantly texting me, IMing me, talking to me, etc. but its this intense feeling of loneliness and despair. your friendships just arent good enough anymore. you expect more than they can give right now. which isnt all that surprising. when i was 15 i had no idea how to be a great friend. i barely did much out of what some trend was. really though, what worked for me a lot is to find someone you feel comfortable around about anything and everything. though that wont happen overnight... but thats loneliness for ya, ive had it for years
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