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RE: Troubles..please please pray for me - 7/1/2008 11:44:54 AM
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TorchHeart
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I'm praying for you. :( Good luck. I know how it feels to hate your job.
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RE: Troubles..please please pray for me - 7/1/2008 10:05:51 PM
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Itlyn1kc
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Well, so far things are ok, since my boss is on vacation.. If it's not one thing it's another. All of a sudden I feel like I am under attack from all around. The harder I try, the worse things get..Well besides my job, now I come home and have an email notification that I had an overdraft fee transfered from my savings to my checking account, so obviously I was overdrawn in my checking account....YEAH WAS I!!! I checked it and now all of a sudden, I have no money in the bank, I was overdrawn $100....I get paid thursday, but now I am barely squeeking by, I bought some clothes over the weekend, so now I am going to take them back so that I have some money again. And now with gas as expensive as it is, I can't keep up with this....
I am just not in a happy mood right now, I am so sick and tired of either worrying about a job, or when I have a job, the money..I am sick of going paycheck to paycheck. I save up money and then have enough set aside and then all of a sudden I take 50 steps back and then something happens and I am back to square 1 again having to worry again cuz I have no money....I have the stress of paying back my parents every time I get paid since they covered all my bills for those 5 months I didn't have a job...EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!
ok, sorry I had to scream....Please continue to pray for me, pray that I find a wonderful job, and please pray that my money situation straightens out. Please also pray that my mom lightens up a little bit, it's not like I am not going to pay her back. I have never not ever paid someone back that has loaned me money.....
thank friends... 
kc
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RE: Troubles..please please pray for me - 7/1/2008 11:38:36 PM
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Father, just asking for Your help in every area of kc's life. I ask for blessings for kc, that she will see You at work all around her. Father, we know that You know what is best, and so we ask for Your will. And we thank You and praise You Lord. In Jesus name. Amen
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RE: Troubles..please please pray for me - 7/3/2008 2:12:38 AM
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Itlyn1kc
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Well, I completely lost it today. I was talking to my best friend about all of what is going on in my life, and all of a sudden he just flipped on me and was screaming at me. He said I need to
wake up and stop with the pity party.. I had a complete break down tonight and was crying hysterically, after all was said and done, he apologized and said if he didn't care about me, he would not get so upset. I am or I thought I was trying so hard to try to change my life and I guess I really wasn't doing what I am suppose to. He gave me some good advice and I am going to follow his advice. I am still panicing about my money because now I got another notification of another overdraft tonight....Well this weekend I am going to return the clothes I bought so I can get the money back in my account...
My neck is killing me tonight from all the stress and tension I am under. And I can not afford to go talk to my counselor this weekend either. Just a few things I am going to have to change around. Please pray for me. I am going to go to sleep now, I am exhausted, tired and my eyes are bloodshot from the hysterical crying earlier....
kc
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RE: Troubles..please please pray for me - 7/3/2008 10:18:59 PM
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Itlyn1kc
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Lord, I really need you...please. Lord, I know I have not done what I am suppose to be doing over the last several days, I ask forgiveness for the things I have done or said. I know you know what is in my heart, I just ask for strength and focus right now. Please do not let me lose focus on you. I feel like I am digging another hole for myself that I can not get out of again. Please Lord, I know everything happens according to your time and when you are ready, please Lord, I just ask that you put me in a job where I may grow as a christian, I ask for a job that pays better so that I may keep up with my finances, as I can not right now and my entire paycheck down to the penny is gone, I literally have only a few dollars in the bank. Please just give me peace and comfort tonight, I really need to be able to sleep tonight without waking up so many times worrying. My parents will be expecting money from the loan I am paying back and I can not pay them this time, please let my mom be understanding as to what I am going through. I am trying to keep myself afloat with my bills and I am just really upset right now. I am tired of feeling like I am on a roller coaster, one day I am up and the next something happens and I am down. Lord, I just need 1 day where I can actually enjoy my day, instead of crying. Please Lord, keep my mind clear, keep anything evil away from me, please Lord, I do not give permission for satan to be here and he needs to go, I have had enough of this and Lord, I know I need to hand over my problems to you Lord, please just take control of everything and I praise you and I know that I do have many things to be thankful for, I really do. I will never take those things for granted, and I just praise you for what you are trying to do in my life and trying to make me a stronger christian....
amen
kc
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RE: Troubles..please please pray for me - 7/11/2008 12:29:28 AM
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Itlyn1kc
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Lord, I really need you..I don't just need you because I am having problems...I will always need you...My job at the moment is a tiny bit less stressful, Thank you Lord. BUT, now my stress is leaning another way, my finances, I am not making enough money and I don't have any money left in the bank, I don't get paid until next week either. I am so sick of living check to check. I had money saved up from hanging on to my unemployment checks then when I started my new job in April, once I started making money and paying bills, all the money flew out the window it seems...
I CAN'T CATCH A BREAK! I know that I have not totally surrendered certain things to the Lord, so that is what my problem is. I am uncomfortable in my job, and I do not belong in this job either. I know that I am a good business woman and I am not using my skills at all in what I am doing now, Lord, please please put me where you want me to be making better money.
Please Lord, I ask for forgiveness in my actions these last few days, please keep me focused, keep me strong, because I am not so strong right now, keep my mind clear and anything that comes to my mind and out of my mouth not be ugly or against you Lord.
I praise you for the last few days at work have changed a little bit and the atmosphere has not been so tense. And I will not have to work any sundays this month either, Thank you Lord.
I just need to find a wonderful job and whereever the Lord wants to put me, I will leave it in his hands along with my finances as well.
I just do not want to lose focus, it seems this job has become a huge test for me. The Lord is testing my strength and focus..
Lord, please please help me, I really need you right now. I really need a break, but I know I
need to do right and give it all to you Lord....
Please keep praying for me....
kc
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RE: Troubles..please please pray for me - 7/11/2008 1:26:56 AM
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DenimDiva
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kc- I will certainly pray!
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RE: Troubles..please please pray for me - 7/11/2008 2:19:14 AM
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I am praying in agreement.
Whatever space has been given to you there, I've got some ideas for you. And I'm sure there's more creativity out there than this.
If you have a computer, how about a scrolling screen saver message of a favorite Bible passage? Got a bulleting board? Maybe you can scan images of peaceful things for it... a pet's picture, family, friends at church... looking for a little hideaway shelter from the Storms here. A small calendar with Kinkade art, or scripture quotes for the month, or some such. Got a little plush angel that could be stuck on the top of your monitor? Random thunks.
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RE: Troubles..please please pray for me - 7/11/2008 11:18:42 AM
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ORIGINAL: Itlyn1kc
Lord, I really need you..I don't just need you because I am having problems...I will always need you...My job at the moment is a tiny bit less stressful, Thank you Lord. BUT, now my stress is leaning another way, my finances, I am not making enough money and I don't have any money left in the bank, I don't get paid until next week either. I am so sick of living check to check. I had money saved up from hanging on to my unemployment checks then when I started my new job in April, once I started making money and paying bills, all the money flew out the window it seems...
I CAN'T CATCH A BREAK! I know that I have not totally surrendered certain things to the Lord, so that is what my problem is. I am uncomfortable in my job, and I do not belong in this job either. I know that I am a good business woman and I am not using my skills at all in what I am doing now, Lord, please please put me where you want me to be making better money.
Please Lord, I ask for forgiveness in my actions these last few days, please keep me focused, keep me strong, because I am not so strong right now, keep my mind clear and anything that comes to my mind and out of my mouth not be ugly or against you Lord.
I praise you for the last few days at work have changed a little bit and the atmosphere has not been so tense. And I will not have to work any sundays this month either, Thank you Lord.
I just need to find a wonderful job and whereever the Lord wants to put me, I will leave it in his hands along with my finances as well.
I just do not want to lose focus, it seems this job has become a huge test for me. The Lord is testing my strength and focus..
Lord, please please help me, I really need you right now. I really need a break, but I know I
need to do right and give it all to you Lord....
Please keep praying for me....
kc
Father God of all Provision,
Please rain your blessings down upon our friend kc,.
thank you so much.
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RE: Troubles..please please pray for me - 7/11/2008 12:05:28 PM
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ORIGINAL: Prayer Warrior
Father God of all Provision,
Please rain your blessings down upon our friend kc,.
thank you so much.
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RE: Troubles..please please pray for me - 7/11/2008 7:47:11 PM
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Itlyn1kc
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Thank you my friends for the prayers..And thank you for the advice and helpful hints as
well..I will do that! Things are a little bit peaceful right now. My boss told me that she thinks
I am doing better and that it may have just taken some time to get into my new job. I just
continue to focus on what I am doing and the Lord...
Right now I have huge hobstacles to get through besides my boss...I am so so broke and my
finances are in trouble, I am not making enough money and I have had no money in the bank,
I don't get paid until next thursday adn I don't know how I am making it back and forth to
work everyday until then to be able to put EXPENSIVE GAS in my car!!! I literally have no money
in the bank....And I haven't even bought groceries or paid my bills yet...
Please keep praying that something happens soon for a new job or better money coming in for me. I have not been in this sort of situation since I was a kid....I am really kinda scared, gas is so high, the economy is bad and I know its everywhere....
Thanks for all your prayers!!!
kc
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RE: Troubles..please please pray for me - 7/11/2008 11:58:05 PM
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Itlyn1kc
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I am tired mentally
I am tired emotionally
I am TIRED!!
I am tired of crying
I am tired of feeling like I can't have a fun life and feel like I am not grateful
and blessed for the things I do have.
I am grateful, but it's hard when I continue to try and try and try so hard and things get worse.
I am tired of my friends seeing me either mad, upset or stressed and saying to me,
"Hmm, you just can't catch a break as long as I have known you." As they live worry free,
have a ton of money in their pockets, own their own businesses and living so great, and
yes they are devout christians, but they do work hard for what they have...I just get tired
of hearing them say that to me...
I'M TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!
Lord, please please know I do not take anything for granted and I am blessed to have what
I do have in my life and a good family. You know my heart, you know I want to do so good,
I want to do your work Lord, and I know I try to stay on track Lord, but I keep messing up
and not letting go of what I need to let go of in my life, HHMM, maybe that is why I have
not had my prayers answered or my life changed since I have not obeyed 100%...
kc
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RE: Troubles..please please pray for me - 7/13/2008 1:53:13 PM
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Itlyn1kc
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Please pray for me..
kc
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RE: Troubles..please please pray for me - 7/13/2008 2:10:45 PM
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lock58
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lord be with itlyn help her in this situation give her the strength to carry on in this employment let her feel your presence there with her. pour out your unfailing grace and have mercy on her in this situation in jesus name amen
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RE: Troubles..please please pray for me - 7/13/2008 3:55:56 PM
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Itlyn1kc
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I feel like I have totally slipped away from the Lord. Everything is a mess and as I went to
go put a few dollars of gas in the car I said to God, please God, just be here Lord, I know
I have slipped away from you and I feel nothing right now. I feel totally lost, and I am drowning.
I am tired...
kc
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RE: Troubles..please please pray for me - 7/14/2008 9:16:55 PM
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Itlyn1kc
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Well, after the last messege I posted last night, today things have started slowly coming together again and I am getting refocused. The stress at my job has lessened and my boss
is actually being nicer to me now. AMEN! BUT, I really just can't afford to stay there, I am
not making enough money there, as my finances are suffering right now and I am still
negative in my bank account. I don't know how I am getting to work these last 2 weeks with
no money in the bank and in negative status. I have been borrowing against my bank
account just to put gas in the car and I CAN"T live like this...
Lord, I am going to be patient and just wait to hear from you Lord. I know I have slipped
away from you these last 2 weeks and really been stressed. I praise your name Lord and
I thank you for letting my work environment be a little less stressful lately...Lord, I ask
you for forgiveness and repent of my sins, that I know I am wrong Lord, you know my heart
and you know I only want to do good! I praise you Lord!! Wherever you want me to be in
my job search please just put me there Lord and that my financial situation may lift soon please!
amen
kc
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RE: Troubles..please please pray for me - 7/17/2008 8:50:20 PM
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Well, after the last messege I posted last night, today things have started slowly coming together again and I am getting refocused. The stress at my job has lessened and my boss
is actually being nicer to me now. AMEN! BUT, I really just can't afford to stay there, I am
not making enough money there, as my finances are suffering right now and I am still
negative in my bank account. I don't know how I am getting to work these last 2 weeks with
no money in the bank and in negative status. I have been borrowing against my bank
account just to put gas in the car and I CAN"T live like this...
Lord, I am going to be patient and just wait to hear from you Lord. I know I have slipped
away from you these last 2 weeks and really been stressed. I praise your name Lord and
I thank you for letting my work environment be a little less stressful lately...Lord, I ask
you for forgiveness and repent of my sins, that I know I am wrong Lord, you know my heart
and you know I only want to do good! I praise you Lord!! Wherever you want me to be in
my job search please just put me there Lord and that my financial situation may lift soon please!
amen
kc
Father,
I lift up KC to You for a mighty show of Your miracles, love, protection and provision.
Believing You to provide a huge path where none was seen. Read Psalm 77, where god made a path through the MIGHTY HUGE waters where there was no path before!
I pray Your path for KC shows up quickly!!!
Thank you Lord.
Love ya kc,
pw
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RE: Troubles..please please pray for me - 7/17/2008 10:23:40 PM
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Itlyn1kc
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thank you for such a beautiful prayer PW, I was beginning to feel like nobody was there
for me praying, I felt along..Thank you...I had to realize everyone has their own problems
too, but I always feel so much better when others pray for me...
satan is really trying his hardest with me, he is really angry this week! But, since he couldn't
win with my job situation and things have calmed down actually, now of course he has to
attack the next closest thing to me which is now my money. I am so broke right now, my
girlfriend is trying to help me organize and plan out paying my bills, once I even get some
money back in the bank.
It really is almost like satan just reached in my bank account and snatched it out. That is how quickly this all happened and went downhill almost over night....
GUESS WHAT satan YOU WILL NEVER WIN AND I WILL NOT LET YOU!!!!!! I PRAISE GOD EVERYDAY FOR SHOWING ME THINGS AND MY FOCUS IS ON YOU LORD......
i love you all, please keep praying, things are beginning to change, and job opportunities are now coming up, people at church are also keeping me posted with job info as well....
i love ya too PW.....
kc
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RE: Troubles..please please pray for me - 7/18/2008 12:49:32 AM
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Caseyp57
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I'll pray God's will be done re: your future employment but in the meantime thank God for small miracles! It's good that he is gone at least.
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RE: Troubles..please please pray for me - 7/19/2008 2:58:08 PM
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Caseyp57
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Oh ((((KC)))) I didn't see your last post but the one before it when I posted. Just bumping this up for prayer for you.
Lord thank you for sending KC a friend to help with finances. Lord thank you that KC's eyes on You and I pray you send more help for employment and financial problems and in every other way you see fit. You know our struggles Lord and have promised to supply all our needs. I thank you for this opportunity to be a part of praying through the answer for KC. I pray you bless KC and each person on this forum today who is struggling. In Jesus name amen.
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RE: Troubles..please please pray for me - 7/19/2008 3:10:52 PM
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I AM PRAYING FOR YOU. MY DAUGHTER IS ALMOST IN THE SAME BOAT YOU ARE. SO I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH. GOD HAS A BETTER JOB FOR YOU SOMEWHERE AND HE WILL SEND YOU THERE WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT. KEEP PRAYING.
FATHER I PRAY THAT YOU PLEASE HELP KC FIND A NEW JOB. IN JESUS NAME I PRAY. AMEN
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RE: Troubles..please please pray for me - 7/19/2008 11:52:28 PM
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Itlyn1kc
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Thank you my dear friends...Your prayers are greatly appreciated!!
It's amazing how things change, things slowly, finally started changing about a week ago.
I started noticing that my boss was being nicer, not cursing as much. Then she started saying
I was doing a good job, not picking on me, and that I was doing a good job on the reports I
do for her every week. I almost fell over!! I was so surprised that she has been nicer to me. BUT, I keep a close eye on her, because she can not be trusted. But, I just keep doing my work, I have gotten a few job leads also, and my church family has sent me letters in the mail that they are praying for me. Now, my other full time person has started to change, now my boss has moved on to her! She has slacked off at work, gotten sloppy and is jealous that I am over her and "shining" at work. People from corporate have noticed my work and that we are making the property look good, so she is happy with me..Well, now one of the marketing girls is having me train with her and help her with projects, so this could be a good thing.
I have realized what God was doing, he wanted me to trust in him, be patient and realize after 5 months of not having a job that I am so lucky to have a job, well now that I have seen all this and just given it to God, he finally got satan off my back and answered my prayers. It was a huge eye opener.....
I just ask to keep praying for my job situation, pray that the Lord will put me where he wants me, financially I really really really need a better paying job. Since satan couldn't beat me at getting upset at my job situation and my personal life, he decided to attack the next thing, which was my finances, BUT it won't work!!! I will continue to give everything to the Lord and let him handle everything.....
I praise you Lord, thank you!
love you all....
kc
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