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joy2give2u -> RE: Come build with me. (6/24/2008 4:44:04 PM)
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I am back.......[:D][:D][:D] Last night I found a little dinner, which was not busy, and hid out in a back booth reading Haggai. I wanted to seperate myself from my life and be open to hear from God. Leaving the house I grabbed my father's bible, which is very dear to me, wanting to read the KJV. Two things really stood out to me. One was something God had not drawn my eyes to before but spoke powerfully to me last night. Haggai 2:11-14 Thus saith the Lord of host; Ask now the priests concerning the law, saying, If one bear holy flesh in the skirt of his garment, and with his skirt do touch bread, or pottage, or wine, or oil, or any meat, shall it be holy? And the priest answered and said, No. Then said Haggai, If one that is unclean by a dead body touch any of these, shall it be unclean? And the priest answered and said, It shall be unclean. Then answered Haggai, and said, So is this people, and so is this nation before me, saith the Lord; and so is every work of their hands; and that which they offer there is unclean. Wow ..........so every work of their hands........and everything they offer is unclean. I think of all the things being single allows me to do. How involved I am and have been in ministry, in caring for the girls, in building my own house. The hard work I have put into relationships, the dreams I had of marriage, and the work I tried to do, which I thought included the Lord, to make my own hopes and dreams come true. Everything I did, even though it was done with God's presence could not be made holy.......but my building those things, while leaving God's temple in disrepair, could and does make those things unclean. I think of marriage.......What would my life be like today if God had allowed me to marry the man I spent two years praying for? would our relationship have been holy before the Lord? Or would the crumbling temple have made it unclean.........Is God protecting my marriage by leading me to haggai first and telling me to do the hard work required to rebuild his temple? What I wrote in my journal last night........ The work we do on our own, even if it is done with Godly intentions, it is serving God, and showing his love to others, if we put it as a higher priority then the Holy Spirit's presence in our lives it will be unclean. If our priorities are out of order and we care more about building our own homes, having our dreams come true, and God answering our prayers about marriage/careers/single life, the things we do.......the work of our hands will be unclean....WOW If this work, that of building my own life, comes before repairing and maintaining daily the place where the Holy Spirit dwells in us everything is defiled........ I still can't completely grasp this......Even if we are doing the things God wants us to do, building a relationship with the right man, working in the right career, using our freedom being single to serve God more fully, if our priorities are messed up those things will not be all that God wants them to be... Everything I do is unclean unless the Lord and his dwelling place is my highest priority......I will say it again....wow Lord. But typical of God he does not stop there.........he makes us aware of how our wrong priorities have made the things we do unclean........and then says........but now that you have your priorities in order and are, in obedience, building my temple ........From this day will I bless you........Thank you so much Lord......for this promise
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