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tkc300 -> so exhausted and ready to quit (6/28/2008 9:53:14 PM) Well I posted here while I was still married having problems and throughout my divorce. I had forums such as he doesnt love me anymore and ect.... well here I am again with another issue still pertaining to marriage. I am currently in divorce care and have gained a lot of wisdom from the program. I am now divorced. I didnt want the diovrce and cried for many mnay days on my bathroom floor, in the grocery store and anywhere and everywhere I was for a year. Finally God gave me strength courage and wisdom to overcome what happened to me I have no family here he provided more friends I couldnt afford the marital house and God gave me a rent house $200 cheaper and bigger. Yet with all I have been blessed with I am crying out to God yet feel very distant. Several months ago my ex whom cheated on me throughout the marriage and has een through 2 other women called and was talking about the past we both got caught up and well.... it happened I cried and cried and cried. Then I decided for it to never happen again well... it did. I feel like I cannot tell him no. My friends would rather see me sleep with a stranger than my ex if that explains anything. He is suppose to pay all expenses ( doesnt) and never gave me my gym equipment back. I have every reason to despise him and I do most of the time. Yet he pulls me back in whenever he wants and I CANNOT RESIST. I feel it is not Gods will but my lust which makes me sick and feel very very very weak. I have done a lot of things out of character I would have never done before the divorce. I dont like who I am yet I pray for forgivness yet I know this also requires change. My ex still goes to bars at least twice a week with his girlfriend. This was always a issue for us. For those of you who want to say try to get back together...Not a option he doesnt want it and his life style is not suitable for my babies at all. HELPPPPPPPP please and pray for me

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karlie -> RE: so exhausted and ready to quit (6/28/2008 10:03:49 PM) Moderator's Note: This marriage is already being discussed in another thread. Since only one thread per particular situation is allowed, I am closing this thread and linking it to the original. Please follow the link here to continue with this discussion, or to post any changes or updates. Thanks! Please do not reply to this message within the Community, or PM me regarding this message. Please email Community@salemwebnetwork.com with questions, comments, or concerns. Sincerely, Karlie Forums Moderator

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