saved_from_wrath
Posts: 51
Joined: 8/12/2008
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I think I ve felt had a lot of joy killers. I might have only read a few posts, I am kind of hitting bottom and my circumstances I think what it was I did not take my zoloft in the morning when I was posting this. Its really kind of hard to say this in person. I go to a church they know some of it and they have showed me some compassion its hard to explain why I have not really done the basic things of living. Most of the people there do not really want to share any way until they get in the gender specific groups. I guess I should say I do not know if you are going to share in this group but I am. From the passion of my response its still a little hard to come on here and say something. No one I know of on this board is in my circle near me. I know we all suffer from kind of the same thing but in different forms I am sure people have said some golden things. I am complaining to much I did not take my Zoloft today I should.... I feel like there are a lot of strikes against me. I have a bad job history and not worked a full-time job in a while. I am living my parents and I am 46 years old. I am sure some might have said to themselves what's wrong with him.... How you explain that to a women you would like to see more of, and by the way I do not have any money and a lot of people collecting debt I do not have. That is a killer on relationships potential and on going...let alone not a lot of women would touch you with a 39 and half foot pool. But I am going to be attending the nursing program in a few days the orientation is tomorrow, Ive been on this list since 2005 if I want this I have to find a way to do it and I will
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