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Doveflight -> RE: Where are all the 40+ church workers and theologians (4/30/2005 3:47:08 PM)
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As for myself I used to go kicking and screaming into the wilderness. But it is there that I found relationship with the Lord. I discovered His true nature. I learned to rest there. Not that I go looking for the wilderness, but I don't strive to get out on my own strength anymore. I've come to realize that its that experience that changes me, not the end result. I think maturity in faith is identifying the falsity behind others when it exists and the lies behind their words for what it is: the lies of the enemy, betrayal but like Mabel it is also the willingness to stay in the wilderness seeking what God has for me there instead of crying to be gotten out and free of the pain. There has been times when the presence of the Holy Spirit has been so overwhelming I think I must leave in order to survive, but to stand and remain brings the fullness of His blessing. We live in a fallen world and we, as believers, do not escape the hurt and pain though our God is big enough to do so if He were to will it, but to stand in the pain and still continue to seek our God in it will reveal more of His person than we could have ever known otherwise. Once in a particularly difficult time, believing friends kept directing me elsewhere to another field of battle or supply where it would be easier when what I needed was friends to hold up my arms (like Moses) and remain on the battlefield where God sent me, until He brought the victory. We want things to be easy and soft and pleasant, unfortunately my life has not been so. Sorry knee kickers are cleaning the bath on their own..... Maybe I should go check.......
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