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wawhoo73112 -> RE: Where are all the 40+ church workers and theologians (5/3/2005 1:03:34 PM)
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As to when and how I got saved... I was raised Roman Catholic, much of it is well depicted in the movie "The Blues Brothers" and the nun with the ruler. Anyway, at age 18, my best friend was murdered, and I turned my back on the concept of a loving God, and entered into the drug scene. After I took LSD, I discarded all but love and began going into meditation and the occult. I also tried to tie common factors from all world religions, hoping that since all dealt with the same subject, any commonalities, would get me closer to the truth of God. What ended up was a mass of confusion. One day, high, and looking at my life. I realized that I had all the possesions I could want, a great job, friends, and about to get married. It knew that I could go back to school, to be able to make more money, to accumulate more things, but my heart would still be unsatisfied at it's root. I prayed and said "Jesus, if you are real, come into my heart and take my life, for if this is all life is about, I do not want it". I felt a liitle different, just a kind of peace, and dismissed it. About ten minutes alter, my best friend cam over, and after speaking to me just afew mintues, out of the blue he says to me "Man, I do not know what it is, but you are different somehow, you have changed" A few weeks later, I moved to Albequerque to get married ( i thought). The fiance met me at the airport, within a few minutes, she is repeating the same words of my friend "You have changed, i do not know what it is, but you are different". We did not marry, and I moved back to my home town. I soon after baptized in the Holy Spirit. This is the long and short of it for me [sm=biggrin.gif]
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